Sunday, October 28, 2007
Team Delta Hari Raya Outing
It's suppose to be a happy ocassion for me but well once again i was left dissapointed and sad.
Everyone had sumone with them, dressed up with the same colour as their partners. Me? I was alone. Nobody to hold my hand, nobody to cuddle with. I was jealous looking at them being happy, taking pictures together. I just had to put on a fake smile the whole day.
She still hasn't called me or message me at all. Minister's and CEO's have off days, but she doesn't. She prefer giving tuitions then going out with me. Do i have a gf? Yes i do but not physically i guess. I yearn to be with her...I'm willing to sacrifice my free time for her but she just can't do the same towards me. Why can't she balance her time? I'm left all alone... I'm lost.. really lost. I miss my pumpkin so much. Where are you my sweetie pie.
Oh yea.. went to one of my colleagues place and he had this collection of absolut vodka. Damn.. was very tempted to open up all and just down em. I'll attach some pics below. I bet you guys will say WAH! haha... ok enjoy the pic.
2:34 PM
Friday, October 26, 2007
I'm Lost
My heading says it all... where is my gf? She hasn't been calling me at all, hasn't been messaging me at all, haven't been picking up my calls and haven't been replying my messages. We quarrelled the other day. I couldn't remember what it was about but i can confirm it was some minor issues.
You know, whenever we quarrel i give in to her cos i don't want the matter to escalate to something bigger. I just hate quarrelling and fighting with her but i just can't understand her random mood swings. Imagine this, we can talk and laugh about stuffs and suddenly sumthing i say can spur her to be moody and argue about stuffs. She's weird or am i weird. I noe u guys out there ask me to leave her and i deserve sumone better. I wish i can, but guys i'm in love with this gal. No matter wat happens i'll still love her.
10:00 PM
Monday, October 15, 2007
Alive Again
It has been a looong time i worked out my fingers. I've been away for a few reasons and had no desire to blog at all. Everything is confusing. I'm lost but happy. How can u explain that? Hahaha... Anyhow, fasting month is over and its time to celebrate Hari Raya. Tell you guys, i've got no mood to celebrate Hari Raya at all this year. Reason being, i fast for 3 days only! Hahaha... well I thought Hari Raya this year will be a wonderful one for me cos i get to celebrate it with my special one BUT she pretty much prefer giving tuitions rather then spending time with me. Poor me... i think i'm lacking of physical love from her. I only hear I Love You's on my mobile everyday. It's getting sick though. Can't take it anymore.
I had an open house yesterdae and loads of people came. Gave green packets to all the kiddos. Felt a sense of achievement after giving em green packets. It's like last time i'm receiving and looking forward to green packets, but now i'm giving out. Lol... Darnz! Hmm... ok i'll stop here and continue another time. Gotta update alot of stuffs to you guys. Alot has been happening and surrounding me. Stay tune for more exciting stories. Peace out!
9:05 AM
